Of Intimate Thoughts and Fledging Sanity

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Every person will need to find four people in their
lives. The First
person is you. The Second person is the one you
love most. The Third person
is the one who love you most.And the Fourth is the
one you spend the rest
of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love
most, and learn how
love feels. Because you know how love feels, so
you can find the person who
loves you most. When you have experienced the
feeling of loving others and
being loved, you will then know what it is you need
most. Then you will
find the person who is most suitable for you, to be
able to spend the rest of
your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually
not the same person.
The one you love most doesn’t love you. The one,
who loves you most,
is never the one you love most. And the one you
spend your life with,
is never the one you love most or the one who
loves you most. He is just
the person who happens to be at the right place at
the right time.
Which person are you in other people’s life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At
the point in time when
he loves you, he really loves you. But when he
doesn’t love you anymore, he
really doesn’t love you anymore. When he loves
you, he can’t pretend that
he doesn’t. Same goes, when he loves you no
more, there’s no way he can
pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn’t love you and wants to
leave
you. You must ask
yourself if you still love him. If you also don’t love
him anymore, do not
keep him just to save your pride. If you still love
him, you should wish him
happiness, and hope that he will be with the one
he
loves most, not stop
him from it. If you stop him from finding true
happiness with the one
he loves, it shows you already don’t love him, And
if you don’t love him,
what rights do you have to blame him for a change
of heart?

Love is not possessive, if you like the moon, you
can’t just take it down
and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still
shines upon you. In other
words, when you love a person, you can use
another method of possessing the
person. Let him become a permanent memory in
your life. If you really love
a person, you must love him for what he is. Love
him for his good points, and
the bad. You can’t wish for him to become like
what you like him to be just
because you love him. If he can’t change to
become what you like him to be,
you don’t love him anymore. When you really love
a
person, you cannot find
a reason why you love him, you only know that no
matter when and where,
good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this
person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the
toughest problems without
asking for promises or listing criteria. In a
relationship, you have to put
in effort and give in at times, and not always be on
the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test. If the
relationship isn’t
strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love
will never become hate.

When I dream Especially for you Whenever, Wherever, Whatever are just some of the songs sung by the Duo of Juris and Chin, more popularly known as M.Y.M.P. i really love her voice. When she performs on stage, you can’t tell the difference from her CDs. That’s something that few artist have, to sing very well during live performances. Her voice is so good its sends shivers down my spine (in a good way of course). I just heard one of their live performances at the Tavern in Greenbelt 3 during our dinner yesterday.

Last saturday a fashion show was held at my HS alma mater, Colegio San Agustin Biñan. T’was a fashion show by one of the alumni and was sponsored by Companies such as Globe, Mossimo and Cinderella. For sometime now, the alumni association at our school do comes up with activities like this but never in this scale as to have major sponsor baking them up. Especially now that our gym was transformed to an “Audi-Gym” a completely new building with 3 floors and is fully airconditioned, with a proper stage and lighting. i was amazed that the school has been transformed so drasically that i wished that i could have had the chance to user the current facilities. I remember a time when we have to cover the windows and doors to the gym with newspaper to darken the room so that our make-shift lights can be seen and appreciated.doing so made the gym very humid/hot for the audience inside. the stage then had no proper curtains and was really small. and after just 4 years the gym has been transformed to a world class one.
Going back to the fashion show, the event as i said was backed by these major companies which helped partially to attract alumnus like me to see it. unfortunately, this was not enough to fill the gym. Only a few batchmates of mine came, i think we didnt even reach the 30 person mark. this is also true with other older batches (we are batch 2000) but is inverse to younger batches with the most recent ones (2003, 2004) having the most number of alumni. i dont think that the current 4th year HS students were not coerced..err required to see the event, which is surprising cause from our experience with events thrown by the school. in any case, i saw that most of the 4th year girls are HOTT!! comparing to our batch, theirs seemed to look hotter..hehehe..
attending the event were some of my friends from other section, and some from my section namely (erin,mike,johnray). I was with adronico and the rest of thier group the whole event. it was hillarious, especially when we tried to make fun of the models/clothes on the ramp.Incidentally, Angelica was also there, coz of her yougest brother was one of the models in the event. the last time i saw that kid he was still in gradeschool and now, he’s in his last year in hs. how time flies. Hus Angelica? she was my hs crush back then. I think everyone knew about that, even her. She just came back from the US, so i was excited that she was there. she was one of the reason event worthwhile for me.
The Fashion show was composed of models from the 4th year hs level, college level (for the bikini stuff), and some alumni from diff batches. The one that standout was the bikinis of course and when our former teachers struted the runway. If i could remember correctly, ms. villodres was my senior kinder teacher, mrs. denden, 2nd year biology, ms castillo, who by the way lost some serious pounds was our 3rd year filipino teacher/adviser, mr.apistar our grade 6 math, mr villamor 4th year world history, ms desquitado, 1st yr filipino, mrs veracruz 2nd yr filipino and mrs agasino, 3rd year chemistry (but was not my teacher cause it was ms pastorfide who taught us the subject).
the event ended with the raffle prizes being drawn. one of the anticipated prizes was the apple i pod and boracay trip. i know iam not that lucky when it comes to raffles so i did not win hehehe..we of course ended the night by taking pictures.i dont have any right now cause my camera was with my sister. all the pics are with angelica and tintin. i already ask for them to email me the pics if they have the time.

nIts been a while since my last blog.. dami ko tuloy gusto sabihin hehehe..last week, dami ko napanuod na movies. nandyan ang wedding crashers, charlie and the chocolate factory, bewitched, must love dogs and d’anothers. hanep, dami kcng magagandang palabas. hindi ko pinanood ung the great raid kc war flick, un namnag stealth, korni, putsa ll cool j na naman…hindi nga bumebenta mga movies nun pag kasama cya. ung the island hindi ko napanuod kc la ako pera nun hehehe.maganda ung wedding crashers, kwela si vince vaughn at owen wilson. ung charlie naman, okie din. napanuod ko kc ung 1979 version way back when i was a kid. lagi ko pinapanuod un nung bata ako. kay it was refreshing na niremake na cya ulit. kaya lng niremake na cya, so ibig sabihin tumatanda na talaga ako.naku, baka iremake na din ung ghostbusters nyan..yikes hehehe..bewitched, ganda ni nicole kidman. parang ibang samantha ung napanuod namin.ang cute nila ni will farell. sophistication and finess meets rough and wacky. all about dogs,  very funny romantic comedy, where the comedy is subtle yet funny. hindi ito for the dyologs dahil may sense ung comedy nila. d’anothers naman, wala lng..laughtrip. un na lng kc hindi ko napapanuod sa festival noon, aside from great raid and ice princess. kulit ni vhong talaga.kung tawa lng habol nyo, then okie na movie cya. ung story kc tagpi tagpi, ang bilis ng pacing nya.sakakatawa siguro kaya mukhang tumatalon ung story hehehe..pero laughtrip yun. oo nga pala, nung pinapanuod namin ung d’anothers, may trailers muna cyempre. ung unang trailer eh filipino film, enterpool ung tittle. movie ni Palito. yes sir/mam si palito. nakakatawa kc nakakasabay ko sa bus un dati nung papunta akong lasaale from pacita. mukhang taga pacita cya hehehe..dapat pala kinuha ko ung authograph nya, baka sumikat cya ulit dahil sa movie nya hehehe..baka tumaas pa ung retail value hehehe.any weis, ung movie, as in, hindi mo alam kung matatawa ka or maiinis eh. ginaya kc nila ung rush hour. may kinuha silang "jacky chan" of philippine movies daw. basta..tapos habang pinapanuod namin ung trailer, makikita mo dun pag may action scene ung mga harness..kahit long shot na nga kita mo pa din.pati ung mga car na lumilipad sa ere may harness.ung mga tira ng baril alam mong peke..grabe, nakakainis/nakakatawa. hehehe..pag napanood nyo ung trailer, talagang mapapaisip kayo na.."talagang bagsak na ang industriya" with a grin hehehe.

Last night habang pauwi kme nila jason at mike, nairita talaga ako sa barker nung shuttle namin. panu ba naman, ung shuttle na good for 3 per row, ginawang for 4.kesyo raw nagtaas na ang gasolina and ung tollfee..naku, wag nyo kameng lokohin, hindi pa naman nagtataas ung toll fee eh.tapos nung napuno na kem, nakisiksik ba naman sya sa loob.dun sa sa likod nung upuan sa unahan. kaharap niya ung girl nakaibigan ng kuya ko..kainis..talagang pinagsiksikan nya sarili nya. hay naku..colorum na nga ganun pa..tama si paul, kelangan na namang isuplong sa mga kinauukulan yung mga ganun.sayang ung binabayad namin, nagtatago na nga sila sa batas, siksikan pa..putsa, buti na lng walang may anghit kahapon..mamya nga pag cya ung barker sa ayala/mrt na lng ako sasakay.

Halina sa Parokya nakakatuwa cya. yun ang pinapakingan ko ngayon sa media player. ang kulit ng songs..pinaglaruan nila ung mga sikat na songs of yesteryears. sinung mag iisip na ang chopsuey ng system of the down, pwedeng gawan ng kalokohan? "waiter, paorder nga ng isang porkchop, atsaka ng dalawa ngang kanin. dagdagan mo nadin ng konting ketchup, meron ba kayong chop suey?" heheh kulet talaga..tapos ung mang jose, melody un ng buffy the vampire slaye, ung walang nangyari, alabang girls naman. basta ang kulit nya hehehe…

Averill Kyle Yannis
That would have been my complete name if my dad named us with 3 names per child. you see, our eldest brother’s name is Yucel Verney Dauphine and if my dad patterned our names that way, then i too would had another first name, in this case, it would have been Averill. Its an Anglo-Saxon name meaning Born in april. Very fitting cause my birthday is on april. because of me being named with 1 less name, my other siblings followed suit. My sisters name is Anicka (A-neesh-ka) Vanya and my little brother is named Alrik Lenci (Len-chi). Why am I writting this down? my sister told me she and alrik saw our “what our names should be” while looking for alrik’s birth certificate. Our names were written on a sheet of paper, with the corresponding male or female name. I forgot my alternate name was, but it would have been something like Marishka or something like that. the names in the list were all different, exactly what my dad wanted. He said that our names are different from the norm so that in case he saw it in the news, or be mentioned in any place, he could quickly distinguish if it was us or not.